I won't let you in my head
Sooner I'd be miserable to save you from this dread
Embedding new morality deep inside my brain
To make up for the love that's been poisoned by my pain
Clearly I don't understand what it means to be "us"
How can you still love someone that you can't even trust
Once upon a time you tried to save me from myself
When every form of suffering's another cry for help
Bind my hands and tie me down
Find my curse and bleed it out
And if I end up beyond help
I won't let you save yourself
You're hiding in the corner while I struggle to survive
I will not let you free but I will not let you die
Find me in the dark when the peace leaves my mind
And the idle in my hand takes the light from my eyes
Clearly I don't understand what it means to be "us"
How can you still love someone that you can't even trust
What kind of disaster will it take for us to break
Tell me why I feel like this if all I feel is fake
Bind my hands and tie me down
Find my curse and bleed it out
And if I end up beyond help
I won't let you save yourself
How long will I be miserable when you leave me alone
When I lose my mind on lonely nights will you be in my phone
The logical conclusion's an impossible illusion
Everything's a mind game and in mind games I am fluent
I won't let you
Save yourself
Save yourself
Save yourself
I'm holding onto a hope that this is not who I am
I'm falling down a steep slope 'cause this was not in the plan
You'll figure out how this ends and put your heart on a shelf
But I won't let you save yourself
Save yourself
Save yourself