I did my best
Looks like I did my best
To swallow the pain
I thought I'd never sleep again
Just numb me to the point that I feel lifeless
I feel lifeless
Drag me into the pits
Of my subconscious where I try to hide
The demons eating away my insides
A patient man
Stumbles into the abyss
Smothered by the silence
Never to be seen again
Hell lives in me
Death envy
Empty carcass
Worthless shit
Death envy
Too many times I've
Succumbed to my vicious pride
I've fucking scraped the bottom
Just a thorn in the side
I'm digging deeper than I
Would ever care to admit
Tell me you're over it
So throw me in the river
Tie my hands behind my back
I'll never be better
Been digging at the bottom forever
I can't turn back
Soak me in the warmth of shame
There is no release
I am indebted to it's flame
The search for cheap salvation
Has brought me nothing
Slave to my guilt
I feel it weigh me down
Slave to my guilt
I feel it weigh me down
I want to feel it crush into my chest
Weigh me down
Follow the chain
That leads me into hell
Abandon all my pride
I'm done
Just fucking pull the trigger
I know I've wasted all my time
Trapped in this destructive mind
So throw me in the river
Tie my hands behind my back
I'll never be better
Been digging at the bottom forever
I can't turn back
HELL LIVES
IN ME
DEATH ENVY
EMPTY
CARCASS
WORTHLESS SHIT
DEAVY ENVY