There came a time where things just didn't feel the same
I moped around and thought of things to ease the pain
Truth be told I was just sitting in the haze
You played along and said you couldn't see a thing
I was stuck inside a rut
A horrid dream
I had just run out of luck
And you were out of steam
You said the words that woke me up
So I could see
That I was messing it all up
By putting you before me
The air felt cleaner every time I made the drive
To see the humble things I wanted in my life
You and your dogs, my only best friends at the time
To think that simple things are haunting me and yet they're still alive
They're still alive
Answers needed never heard
But I'll survive
Watched it burn what was it worth
All the wasted time
I taught you everything I learned
It hurt my pride
And now I'm stripped of all my turns
Steady wondering why
I've said it over and over again
It was more than just you in my head
It was also your family and friends
And everything else in the depths of the Ulah woods
But it was over before it began
You no longer needed my hand
I hate that I put so much weight into things that you'll just never understand
I wish I wasn't afraid to show my teeth
Her savage ways are how she makes ends meet
Behind closed doors is where she feels at ease
Sable's who I've always strived to be
But the result is rather different
Cause when I care ferociously it wasn't welcomed by you
I'd kill to have a past where I did right by you and all that's left to do is run
And run
And run