I'm stuck in a paradox Medicated Prescribed pills so I'll be cured Incubated Buried in my room not seen or heard Why do I always feel so out of place? Why do I always feel like such a disgrace? I feel everything but nothing at all Like an engine that continues to stall How much can I withstand? While I wander in this wasteland? Below I go Below I go down deeper than the sleep I don't get My thoughts at night are what I wish that I could forget Exhausted and empty This is my final plea You don't think that it crosses my mind? The amount of people that I'd leave behind? Leave my body for my mother to find? You don't think that it crosses my mind? Weighing me down Waiting to drown Prove to me that I am not alone Am I all alone? Alone I feel everything but nothing at all Like an engine that continues to stall How much can I withstand? While I wander in this wasteland? Why does this have to be part of the plan? Will I always be a broken man? Will it pass? Or will I? Oh God, take me to the sky So I'll put a smile on my face Just so I'm not out of place Stuck in a paradox of wanting to live But I'm just existing