I sit here & think about my life Back when I was young When everything was alright A young ass little kid at the pad with mom's I got punished everytime I did anything wrong Mom's tried, she did the best she could Hoping that I wouldn't get caught up in the hood But the streets got the best of me On the block gang bangin' A black jersey with one three I know mom's tried I know she did her best Man I love her for that I got her name on my chest Juvenile hall, she was there for me Campo - Y.A All the way to the county I feel real bad For all the shit I put her through If I can take it all back In a minute I would The tears, pain, all the bad I've caused Now that I realize a whole lot was lost Mother, oh mother I know you only tried to save my life Jefita, you always tried To show me wrong from right I know that I broke your heart & made you cry & pray Oh mother I'll give my soul to make it up to you one day Mom's tried To set this loco straight At the time I wouldn't listen Now it's way too late I'm in too deep The streets is all I know My neighborhood, my homies And on my block I stroll Always looking For a way to come up Whatever it took Just as long as I Came up on top I won't lie though I wish things were different Only if I took a little time to listen I know you tried mom's I know you did Always there for me Growing up as a kid Never left me hanging in any kind of way You made it all good Always made my day I wish I could pay you back For all you've done I know you had better plans For your knuckle head son I love you mom Just don't ever forget that I know I never will You always have my back Mother, oh mother I know you only tried to save my life Jefita, you always tried To show me wrong from right I know that I broke your heart & made you cry & pray Oh mother I'll give my soul to make it up to you one day I feel real bad About letting you down Always out & about And hardly never around Hanging with the homies On the streets getting high Bangin', trippin' Hittin' corners in the g ride Getting in trouble Always doing dumb shit Spray painting, robbing fools And coming up on hits I never knew, how good I had it back then Not really trippin' on shit Around the age of 10 Going to & coming home from school Always there for me No matter what I went through I'll never forget that For as long as I live Always forgave my ass No matter what I did You never lost hope You always kept your faith Nothing in this world could ever take your place I got nothing but love for you, til I die Thank you for being there mom I know you tried Mother, oh mother I know you only tried to save my life Jefita, you always tried To show me wrong from right I know that I broke your heart & made you cry & pray Oh mother I'll give my soul to make it up to you one day I hope you can forgive me Mother, I hope you can forgive me Mother, I hope you can forgive me Mother, I hope you can forgive me