The lack of desire pushed down Pushed down on your face Dark scenarios constructed on fates dime Changing all that's around you Hope seems so far from here When will this agony cease How can I fill this void Suicide infects my mind Poisoning all that's left inside Suicide invades my mind Fracturing all that's left inside My soul standing over my own flesh How can I make this agony cease Suicide infects my mind Poisoning all that's left inside Suicide it takes my mind Crushing all that's left inside Life does not end in death I was not meant for this world I can tell it's my time to leave Time to greet death with a smile Tortured and twisted Diseased and fucked Fear is nothing more Nothing more than an illusion Death is nothing more Nothing more than an illusion