Will you tryna see what really mattered? I mean these words and I remember But I'm bound to fall I'm a disaster But it's hard to breathe with all this pressure Knifes too sharp and I'm afraid Drowning in the mess I made I know you won't believe the things I said At nights I feel I'm losing sleep At days I'm stuck and six feet deep It's hard to realize that I'm such a creep Hold me, this is not supposed to be this way You told me, it will never be the same Maybe, we'll meet again and things will be The way we always wanted them to be And it's killing me to concede Like a soldier I'm ready to bleed Facing my innocence and greed Hold me, this is not supposed to be this way You told me, it will never be the same Maybe, we'll meet again and things will be The way we always wanted them to be At nights I feel I'm losing sleep At days I'm stuck and six feet deep It's hard to realize that I'm such a creep