On my lips when I'm faded
Tell the truth like I'm naked
I wonder if it sounds the same
I'm awake and I'm sleeping
Play the odds til I'm even
And getting in my own way
If I let this be
It doesn't have control of me
But I can't leave these things alone alright
And I've had enough
Can I be done
Cuz I'm running in reverse
And I'm running out of words
Is it not enough
Everything I've done
Feels like I'm running in reverse
And I'm running from the way I am
Talking straight but it's twisted
Not afraid to admit it
I get caught in my mistakes
Feeling lost in my vision
Being unrealistic
Cuz I hate to feel this way
I wanna let this go
I wanna lose control
But I can't leave these things alone alright
And I've had enough
Can I be done
Cuz I'm running in reverse
And I'm running out of words
Is it not enough
Everything I've done
Feels like I'm running in reverse
And I'm running from the way I am
I'm swimming in a deep blue ocean
I'm living in a fake green paradise
I'm staring at the great wide open
I'm wasting time
And I've had enough
Can I be done
Cuz I'm running in reverse
And I'm running out of words
Is it not enough
Everything I've done
Feels like I'm running in reverse
And I'm running from the way I am