Feel the pain
Oh god please heal the pain
If you're here, can you hear me
Let's paint a picture this ain't for the faint heart
This ain't started, but let's start at the point of where part of the pain starts
The train departs and left him alone afraid in the dark
And it was cold that's when he felt a flame spark
The light above flickers so he moves quicker through the rain fast
It's like it's the same part of the movie where the rain starts
Walking alone with headphones through a train yard
Dejavu walking past all the freight cars
He could lock himself away inside a train cart
Thinking dark thoughts that will lead him to a graveyard
He's not religious but on his knees, he would pray hard
Hoping for someone to give him the strength to raise up
Contained the pain in his heart, maintained the pain from the start
He blamed the pain on his past
No names were named he was ashamed to have complained but he asked
For help from those that claim to say they got your back but never came or gave what you asked
Oh god please heal the pain
If you're here, can you hear me
Oh god please heal the pain
If you're here, can you hear me
Feel the pain
He sits alone on the summit, cause he can no longer stomach
Not in control like a puppet, to end it all will he plummet
Take that leap will he jump it, cause he can no longer run from it
This mountain he never wanted to climb it but now the climate
Too harsh for him to weather perfect storm coming together
Wave of emotions, his drowning in and will surrender
And if his current life washes him away
Would've done it with hollow sails that couldn't conquer tidal waves
Always afraid, trauma invades
He could end his game, he's hit his limit at Max Payne
Never meant to be this entity that's rotting mentally
A hidden enemy that's pushing the pain relentlessly
Feels endlessly, but he can use it
He's the light in the darkness the power with his music
They say the pen, is mightier than the sword
With that as his weapon, he comes home from his war
Oh god please heal the pain
If you're here, can you hear me
Oh god please heal the pain
If you're here, can you hear me
Feel the pain
Feel the pain