I find it easier to lie to someone else
Than being honest with myself
I've been on the road to recovery
Saying that I'm better
But really I'm stuck on someone else
I don't need to tell her but I want to tell her
Everybody else thinks that I've moved on
But I can feel the time tick away in the day
Every little second I can notice she's gone
She doesn't know a thing that's the way It's supposed to be
I don't want to let her know I'm still weak
I can find a different girl every other week
But they're never enough to be the one to set me free
I know It's not fair but who am I kidding
You could say It's everybody else but me
I can lie a thousand times a day, hundreds by the hour
But honestly, these lies are cheap
'Cause I still want you
Even though I'm not supposed to want you
Even though they all say that It's wrong
I'd fight it all over again 'cause I want you
I still want you
Even though we both know that It's gone
It's hard for me to say it
But It's harder to hold it all back
I try, I swear, I fake it
Hoping that they don't notice me now
These feelings already outdated
And I'm over here acting crazy
Like it's yesterday's heart that's breaking
Like you never left, and I'm still taken
One of these days I know I'll be fine
But It gets worse when I sleep at night
Trying to look sane in front of those eyes
But I fall behind the lines of these lies
I wish I didn't know you, the way I know you
It would make a difference right now
Even though we're not together, I'm still wrapped up
I can't move, I'm tied down
'Cause I still want you
Even though I'm not supposed to want you
Even though they all say that It's wrong
I'd fight it all over again 'cause I want you
I still want you
Even though we both know that It's gone
I still want you
Even though I'm not supposed to want you
Even though they all say that it's wrong
I'd fight it all over again 'cause I want you, I still want you
Even though we both know that It's gone.