I want to get so high
I forget who I am and I get off of this planet for a little while
I do it over and over
Guess I hate being sober
So I won't even try
I don't make the attempt to get better or put in the effort
Goodbye
I know it makes you nervous, but I'm doing this on purpose
Let it happen how it happens
I bet you found it so impressive
The way you woke up on a bathroom floor
I wondered if you learned your lesson
I wondered if you got what you deserved
Oh yeah I gotta know that's like
I bet you somehow made more sense then
Since then, I gotta know what that's like
To get fucked up and gain perspective
I want to get so high
I forget who I am and I get off of this planet for a little while
I do it over and over
Guess I hate being sober
So I won't even try
All my friends just overdosed
Fever/seizure/comatose
And then they all say that they're sorry and go back to being caught up
Because it isn't gonna be just one more xanax is it mother fucker?
I bet I know what that's like
You'd kill yourself to feel alive
Oh yeah I bet I know what that's like
You test the limit until you're in it and the fucking room is spinning
But you're having such a great time
I want to get so high
I forget who I am and I get off of this planet for a little while
I do it over and over
Guess I hate being sober
So I won't even try
I don't make the attempt to get better or put in the effort
Goodbye
I know it makes you nervous, but I'm doing this on purpose
Let it happen how it happens
Another year older and deeper in debt
You grow a little bit closer with things you regret
I hope there's all the drugs in heaven to take when you're dead
I want to save you, but I want to get so mother fucking high
I forget who I am and I get off of this planet for a little while
I do it over and over
Guess I hate being sober
So I won't even try
I don't make the attempt to get better or put in the effort
Goodbye
I know it makes you nervous, but I'm doing this on purpose
I know it makes you