You want it so bad, you say that you can taste it You needed so bad to find a situation you could control and write off as bad behavior But then you go back to feeling all sorry It might not be the right time, but i thought that i should ask At least to seem polite Is everything alright It's been a little on the awkward side I think i know what keeps you up at night I think i know it eats you up inside Made it look easy a time or two last summer It's nothing crazy Just say something clever when it's quiet But the truth is - you hate it Just say it You can't just run forever But i know you'd like to try It might not be the right time but i thought that i should ask Do you not see the pattern I know it's not my business but i think it's time you face it Just say it Is everything alright It's been a little on the awkward side I think i know what keeps you up at night I think i know it eats you up inside You wanted so bad to be the king The king of consistency Saying what you mean Keeping your principals Not hurting good people So on and so fourth But that just gets so old You traded all your morals for just a little bit of action But i bet it felt so good to be on top again If only for a second Is everything alright It's been a little on the awkward side I think i know what keeps you up at night I think i know it eats you up inside