It's hard to come right out and say
But what if the world ends and I never learned from my mistakes
Do you think it's true that all of the wrong that you've done could come back to haunt you?
Do I deserve to be saved
Because according to the internet, I'm witnessing the end of our days
No, seriously
What the fuck is going on
I'm asking for a friend
What if the world ends
And I don't have a chance to get my shit together at all
It's hard to properly explain, but in this convoluted way
I admit that I miss canceling my plans just so I can stay in
So how will things be when I figure out that the whole world may never revolve around me
I remember a time when I felt alive
Now I just get high in my bed to survive not going outside
Or seeing the people I care for in places I don't anymore
What if the world ends
And I don't have a chance to get my shit together at all
What if the world ends
And we don't die together at home with the ones that we love
What if the world ends
And I don't even flinch
I just greet death like "yo, what up?"
Like an old friend or something
I've pretended it's happened
Just to gauge my reaction
As a matter of fact
It turns out that my backbone is absent
I feel so far away man
But then again, sometimes I feel beautiful
Like the music that a shovel makes when it's dragged across the pavement