Excuse me, excuse me if my search for respect within this friendship causes you to feel exhausted But to continue I require peace of mind To know we stand on common ground But that's not worth your time! I guess to you I have always been this object A prize to strive for you got it then you lost it My ability to choose was not expected Demands to be viewed as whole will never hold your interest Forgive me, forgive me if you did not get everything from me that you expecting But I do not see you in that way and that will not change Congratulations on treating me like a human I don't owe you a thing! I'm closed for business, I'm not taking applications Gatekeeping is a bore, this is my resignation Relentlessly you are shooting in the dark I'm always dodging bullets, you will never see the toll it's taken Your motives are ulterior My life is not inferior To you I am not obligated Pleasing you, it brings no value to my existence