In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life I saw you this mornin' You were movin' so fast Cant seem to loosen my grip On the past And I miss you so much Theres no one in sight And were still makin' love In my secret life In my secret life I smile when Im angry I cheat and I lie I do what I have to do To get by But I know what is wrong And I know what is right And Id die for the truth In my secret life In my secret life Hold on, hold on, my brother My sister, hold on tight I finally got my orders Ill be marching through the mornin' Marchin' through the night Movin 'cross the borders of my secret life Looked through the paper Makes you want to cry Nobody cares if the people Live or die And the dealer wants you thinkin' That its either black or white Thank God its not that simple In my secret life I bite my lip I buy what Im told From the latest hit To the wisdom of old But Im always alone And my heart is like ice And its crowded and cold In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life In my secret life