Sometimes I don't like it But that don't mean I don't love it Sometimes I get down so low But that don't mean I can't rise above it Sometimes it's the vast unknown As far as I can see And sometimes it feels like I'm touching everything And everything is touching me I've lost people and money To become the woman I am today And I'll still be becoming tomorrow Maybe losin' But still choosin' her anyway It's a lot to look at all that I got It's a lot to see who I am and am not But I can laugh and I can love and I can dream And I can do hard things I look at my baby I wouldn't trade him for the world And I've gained joy like I've never known But lost the lightness when I was a girl We're told to say that it's better And it is and it isn't, and I know That there's little black or white There's little wrong or right And mostly it's both I know it's a lot to look at all that I got It's a lot to see who I am and am not But I can laugh and I can love and I can dream And I can do hard things ♪ Sometimes I can hold it all I know where I end and where I start And sometimes it's all way too heavy And I weigh more than The sun of all my parts I know It's a lot to look at all that I got It's a lot to see who I am and am not But I can laugh and I can love and I can dream I can win or I can lose, it's all the same I still dance, and I'll sing in the pain And I can do hard things