I can't compete anymore I've been building all these walls to keep you out But every time I'm almost there You start tearing up the first layer of Bricks and stones may break my bones But all your words ignite me I'll take this fire that you lit And watch my doubts burn within it You made a bed where you can't stand to lay If I follow in your footsteps I'll end up the same How could you just let me believe? "Run along and follow your dreams" I've been thinking about all the voices screaming within me There's nothing you can say to reach me I've been lied to by the hand that feeds me But it's getting hard to breathe Coexisting with those who don't believe They're telling me To throw away my broken dreams but no I won't be mean I'll just fill your screen with indirect tweets so Favourite them and think about it You got it all wrong Tell me it's not me Tell me I'm not the one I'll never be Tell me it's been nice But you got "better ways to spend your time" It turns out all the stories were true This whole time the monster in my closet was you