Tryna make a wave like a speedboat We slidin' like a ski slopes For the love of the C-notes Only love my people Black and Filipino Not to the police though To them, I'm a target Stealin' from Target They burn your whole city and hate on your come up first And it's a lot of town niggas that ain't come up first I got dirt on my hands I got blood on my shirt Too many hands in my pot I can not hold up the earth Brother tryna hold me back Baby, tryna hold me down Niggas tryna hold me up God seem like he holdin' out Priors tryna hold me off Women wanna hold all my valuables When I can't even hold myself accountable Oh-oh-oh-oh Sometimes, I fall insidе this drank And show my life away I talk to God at night I pray, for golden tidal waves Wash mе a shore to another place When I'm not at home, tucked off alone Somewhere out on the road I'm in survival mode Forever stuck on ten (ten, ten, ten, ten), yeah I still live on ten (ten, ten, ten, ten), yeah Fuck just what, I'm on ten (ten, ten, ten, ten) I miss when I was just ten (ten, ten, ten, ten)