I thought you said you'd carry on, no matter what, what went wrong Never thought you'd ever abandon all hope I felt your pain, I was there too, the hell, the darkness you went through Can't believe you're gone, and now I bleed I should have known, you went through it alone I wasn't enough, a battle too tough Day by day, I must find a way Not to follow you, when I'm missing you Betrayed, deceived I guess you lied, bailed on me committed suicide All your demons have become mine I can't accept that you are gone, thought you'd find a way to carry on I still stand here, drenched in blood I bleed A moment in time, always in my mind I'll be asking why, till the day I die Day by day, I must find a way Not to follow you, when I'm missing you