It's not getting better and these days all feel the same
I'll try your medication, if it takes the pain away
Blame, I'm stuck in the middle
Of feeling manic and feeling sane
Taking pills from an orange bottle
Watch my color fade away
I can only blame myself when it comes to my mental health
You try to take the pain away, but all I feel is grey
Every time that I reach out the words dry up in my mouth
You try to take my pain away, but all I feel is grey
Watch it fade away
Watch me fade away
It just goes away
It's not the change in the weather that's making my hands shake
It's the monster in my bedroom that's keeping me awake
I reached the bottom of the bottle
Heading down that road again
I'm losing self control
Start the problems again
I can only blame myself when it comes to my mental health
You try to take the pain away, but all I feel is grey
Every time that I reach out the words dry up in my mouth
You try to take my pain away, but all I feel is grey
Watch it fade away
Watch me fade away
It just goes away