There's ash in my mouth and dust on my skin And mud on my knees and blood on my shins And another dead end means it's time to begin The road back home to St. Christopher's Inn Now folks look at me like I'm destined to lose With my track marks and Jesus Christ tattoos But I'm too tired to tell them the walk in my shoes So I'm going where a man was never refused Oh but I fear I'll never feel free And sick and tired is all I'll ever be And it grips so tightly I barely can breathe Oh merciful Lord, please take this from me Now everytime that I rise from the dead St. Antony's cross hangs over my bed And the prayer of St. Francis is stuck in my head I've been there before and I'm going again Oh but I fear I'll never feel free And sick and tired is all I'll ever be And it grips so tightly I barely can breathe Oh merciful Lord, please take this from me But the hope that sustains me comes deep from within And God loves the sinners cause God's in the sin And I am who I am cause of where I have been On the road back home to St. Christopher's Inn Yes, I'm going back home to St. Christopher's Inn