This pond makes me important I'm a real big fish Where can go to be small Breaking the circle Picking my scabs off Well you don't have to say in when you look like that I know that you want to be home Pulling off the label While everyone talks about themselves I know you wanna go I just don't want to be here alone If another white women says I look like Jesus Just because my hair is long Then I'll be your savior Do I get to live forever I guess I'm not to blame for my god complex For drowning everyone I know If I give you fair warning I'll expect you to worship me I know that we all go I just don't wanna to be there alone I'd rather be the villain if it's up to me I think the hero has to be to strong I'll pay for your bad habits And maybe it'll keep you interested But I don't think you see me till I loose my shit Till you're crying to me on the phone Just cause you're not lying It doesn't make you honest I don't know if I should go I just don't wanna to be all alone