I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with This damage that you caused My tortured faces Those fucked up places In my memories None of them I've lost But I haven't been here long enough to know Every time I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go Go It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic Kinda insecure But I know That I'm the only One that can fix Whatever's wrong I'm sure But I haven't been here long enough to know Every time I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go Go I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon But I haven't been here long enough to know Every time I feel this, I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go Go Just, just, just, just go, go, go All these fucking lies Lies Lies All your fucking lies Lies Lies Lies