Here we are again
It's just me and the bathroom floor
A gun in my hands
And this thought that I can't take this anymore
Rages on
A voice inside I hear but cannot see
Longs for an end to this life
I've pushed so long and hard to beat
This cancer that holds me down
Intoxicating, desecrating the man I long to be
Try and lift this anchor that holds me down
It's constant baiting, never fading
There's got to be a change
This must be hell
'Cause every time I kill myself I wind up here
Locked in a cell of all the choices I've made and the future that I fear
Deep inside this voice says anything to get to me
Tear me down
I'm so tired of pushing through this agony
This cancer that holds me down
Intoxicating, desecrating the man I long to be
Try and lift this anchor that holds me down
It's constant baiting, never fading
There's got to be a better way
I have become lower than I ever thought I'd be
Let me go
I'll end it all in hopes to finally beat
This cancer that holds me down
Intoxicating, desecrating the man that I long to be
Just beat this cancer (that holds us down)
It's constant baiting, never fading
I'll never break free from this cage