You lay awake on you bed Feeling, all around you... Confined to a life of despair Trapped inside your own... MIND! They think you're dead on the inside Instead you're alive as it fades You hear their cries for your demise This can't be happening You struggle to revive To reach the awakening And show there's life inside "NO!!! I DO NOT WANT TO DIE NO!!!! MOTHER, PLEASE DON'T SAY GOODBYE" You hear everything They think there is no chance You hear everything When will this suffering END!!!!! Your blood| starts to flow Your fingers|, they start moving Your eyes|, open slowly They mourn you|, desperately 12 years I was Always there Do you remember when You asked, for my death? Alone!! Living this bleak existence Always awake throughout it all!!! They think you're dead on the inside Instead you're alive as it fades You hear their cries for your demise This can't be happening You struggle to revive To reach the awakening And show there's life inside "NO!!! I DO NOT WANT TO DIE NO!!!! MOTHER, PLEASE DON'T SAY GOODBYE" You hear everything They think there is no chance You hear everything When will this suffering END!!!!! Trying Trying to forget this Trying Trying to forget this