I've been buried in bed, lost in my head Chasing dreams and imagining things again These false realities id rather believe They give me a sense of relief This clouds been raining down since I remember A cage that I was born in and will be in forever If I could pull it together Wash off the stains I could finally crack a smile as it swirled down the drain The things I do to feel okay Just to have it go away I lose a fight every day There has to be another way Everything in me