All they ever say, you take it too far Nothing else to blame but this hate in my heart Bad mood, always in a bad mood If you seen my past then you probably would be mad too Living fast oo I did what I had to Imma get a bag 'fore I cry and be a sad fool Mom I know you're tired lying there awake Tryna clear your brain, wonder if your baby's safe At some point I changed, I still think about the day When he put his hands on you and then I just went insane But all they ever say, Ronnie you take it too far What else can I say, when I got this pain in my heart I had to deal with the depression Before it turned into aggression Look around niggas is flexing No wonder I started finessing Before I go talk to a reverend, ask him what he see in his reflection Can you be real with me before I tell you my confessions Before I call Big B I need them P's no need to measure I just need my peace and I need freedom from the pressure The life I lead not a life for me, misguided adolescent I'm on my knees, I cry to Jesus begging for a blessing I know on the day that I go they gon' see in my soul Everything I did today was to change tomorrow On the day that I go they gon' see in my soul Everything I did, I did it all for Chicago What else can I say, you don't even know that pain Which one of the guys done died today I really can't even hide the rage fuck if I die, I'm sliding today I really can't even hide the pain fuck it, imma get high today All they can say You take it too far What is the blame This pain in my heart All they ever say, you take it too far Nothing else to blame, hate in my heart