Frantically waiting
For things to stop changing
You know how bad I can get
Without some reassurance
But with every step that I take
I have to carry the weight
Of the stress and mistakes
And why you fell out of place
I'm sorry
For being absent when you needed me
But I'm not the person that I used to be
I hope I'll find you there some day
But will you remember me
Or just the time I spent away
I don't wanna cave in again
I wanna see this til the end
And it's been getting hard to see
But do you know the end like me
I've been hoping for the best
In all of this
And I can't help but feel this
Endless regret
Masked in pretense
And I thought I knew what was best
But I was wrong
Yeah I was wrong
There's nothing left for us to say
If we're just fading away
The vibrance in our lives
Is now decaying grey
It's the one that I despise
I've come to terms with this
If we never sever ties then
We'll never make it out alive