These city streets have never felt so alone That's why I'm glad I'm not coming home Lately it seems like everything I know Is getting fucked or coming to a close This time I'm not coming back I'm not coming back this time Kick back Kickstart my heart attack Muse to my madness Speaking of sadness Sit back Kickdrop my heart attack Muse to my madness The curse beneath my mattress Do you see a void in me When you've been avoiding me And I don't know what to do but Write these words down to keep myself in tact To save me from a heart attack To save me when my home is nowhere And there's no promises to keep Can you see a void in me Kick back Kickstart my heart attack Muse to my madness Speaking of sadness Sit back Kickdrop my heart attack Muse to my madness The curse beneath my mattress