Losing patience like a time bomb
Dead set to shatter my world and now
I am dysfunctional because I
Am incompatible with
Routine suffering
By the will of hate and profit
Took my all to rise above it
Few more bucks and I have become it
Breaking my bank again
Vices got grip on my airways
Tumbling down another endless staircase
Trying to cope but trying too hard
I can't take another useless fight
Steal my heart and set the rest on fire
Digging the hole with every desire
Doing my best, but I'm tired
I can't take another sleepless night
There's time for resting when I'm retired
Aspirations on a funeral pyre
Doing my best, but I'm tired
(Best but I'm tired)
I don't take it back,
I'd rather live outta my car
Than to be part of it be starved
For a better forecast but it looks like rain
On my parade again, just like any other day
And I get stuck in apathy total complacence
But I want to make great strides despite my impatience
And I hate to admit things have not gone my way since
The first time I promised I'd truly get better
Breaking my bank again
Vices got grip on my airways
Tumbling down another endless staircase
I'm just trying to hold on...
I can't take another useless fight
Steal my heart and set the rest on fire
Digging the hole with every desire
Doing my best, but I'm tired
I can't take another sleepless night
There's time for resting when I'm retired
Aspirations on a funeral pyre
Doing my best, but I'm tired
(Best but I'm tired)
I just need a break
Baited breath
I hold my tongue
A penny for each eye
Just lay me to rest
So I can dream again
Turn down my opacity
Reflect on life and find the ghost is me
Found a path through my seclusion
A way through my delusions
Gotta stop feeling sorry for myself and say fuck it
You don't really wanna know somebody like me
I found the ghost is me
I can't take another useless fight
Steal my heart and set the rest on fire
Digging the hole with every desire
Doing my best, but I'm tired
I can't take another sleepless night
There's time for resting when I'm retired
Aspirations on a funeral pyre
Doing my best, but I'm tired
(Best but I'm tired)