Smile and wave Like everything's okay It's hard to say When this is all a game With guilt and shame I'll never be the same Give me something else to do 'Cause I'm about to go insane The king of hearts Your favourite card to play You win them all And break them in a day It's all my fault With nothing left to gain Take this stupid halo off so You can see through m charade Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside I don't want to be alive Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again I don't know where to begin Oh Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside I don't want to be alive Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again I don't know where to begin You grip me tight I told you let me go And as I cried The scars begin to show With all my rage I'm gonna take you down To watch you beg and plead Before I put you in the ground Shut your mouth Don't play it like we're cool For my revenge I'll break all of the rules I hope you rot Inside a shallow grave This is all that you deserve There is no need to give me praise Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside I don't want to be alive Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again I don't know where to begin Oh Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside I don't want to be alive Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again I don't know where to begin ♪ Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside I don't want to be alive Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again I don't know where to begin Oh Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside I don't want to be alive Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again I don't know where to begin I don't know where to begin