In my life that rushes through like a storm
I threw my future away in a gutter
Am I the weakest one on this earth?
Am I the worst one in this world?
Half of my body is made by hatred and poison and sin
Crescent oozed in tears when I shouted
I hate people and even the sun
There are roads that cross and many to choose
So many regrets keep on piling on me
Only excuses break through my mouth and my heart away
Even the tears that I have shed in sorrow
Has left behind by the speed of time that we live
I¥m a loser just keep blaming on
I¥m only a loser just spitting out
I¥m sorry I am the worst man alive
I¥m sorry I¥m weakest man that alive
But I¥m still standing here
I still have to crawl forward
I¥m sorry for being such a mess
I¥m sorry for being a failure
The sun I see from the shadow shining so bright
Shining so bright that blinds my eyes
There are roads that cross and many to choose
So many regrets keep on piling on me
Only excuses break through my mouth and my heart away
Even the tears that I have shed in sorrow
Has left behind by the speed of time that we live
I¥m a loser just keep blaming on
I¥m only a loser just spitting out to the ground
I¥m sorry I am the worst man alive
I¥m sorry I¥m weakest man that alive
But I¥m still standing here
I still have to crawl forward
I¥m sorry for being such a mess
I¥m sorry for being a failure
The sun I see from the shadow shining so bright
Shining so bright that blinds my eyes
I¥m hiding in the shadow
嵐の様に過ぎ去ってゆく人生の中で
その重荷に耐えきれず
未来をドブに捨てました
僕は弱い人間なのでしょうか?
僕は最低な人間なのでしょうか?
僕の体の半分は
憎悪と毒と罪で出来ています
人も世間も太陽も
大嫌いだと叫んだ夜
涙で滲んだ細い三日月
無数に増えてく分かれ道
後悔ばかりが積もってく
言い訳ばかりが口を吐き
言い訳ばかりが心を突き
虚しさ故の涙すら
時の早さに置いてかれた
管を巻くしか能が無い
唾を吐くしか能が無い
僕は出来損ないです
ごめんなさい、僕は最低です
ごめんなさい、僕は弱い人間です
それでも僕はここにいて
這いずりながらも進むのです
意気地なしでごめんなさい
出来損ないでごめんなさい
影から見上げる太陽は
瞳が潰れるほど
輝いている
僕は影に隠れている