I'm locked stocked and loaded with nowhere to go
Hoping that nobody knows
How much I'm ready to blow
Presently there's a precedent
Pressing me to the precipice
Endlessly with no evidence
Incorrectly intelligent
Everlasting irrelevance
Doomed to be a degenerate
Went to hell for the hell of it
And got stuck in that element
It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks
Ripping at my eyes to see
It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box
Klawing at my flesh just to be free
Fucking let me out of this nightmare I'm imprisoned in
Pressure builds in my skull, I think I'm giving in
To the urge to destroy every last thing within, myself
Better me than to lose it on someone else
Got to escape this mind that's raped, it's time to break
It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks
Ripping at my eyes to see
It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box
Klawing at my flesh just to be free
Well I'm dying inside again
Here and now, this could be the end
I'm not as weak as I once was
I'm not as strong as I'm gonna be
I'm not as dumb as you thought I was
Cause I can see the shit you try to pull on me
It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks
Ripping at my eyes to see
It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box
Klawing at my flesh just to be free
Well I'm dying inside again
Here and now this could be the end
So now the question has been answered
But will the answer be questioned
And at the end of it all
What's the lesson?