You're a goner And I'd tell you that I love you with my last breath Like, girl, you are addictive like a cigarette I just don't know where I'd be if we never met I'm just trying not to bleed, keep a level head I question my choices every night I stay up late and wanna die I lay down straight and start to lie Just to make myself feel alright (Myself feel alright), (Myself feel alright), (Myself feel alright) (Myself feel alright), (Myself feel alright), (Myself feel alright) (Myself feel alright) Do you hear it in your head too? I get the feeling that I'll be the one dead soon And it's dark out sitting in my bedroom I'm not okay freaking out and left you I been lookin' for a bottle haven't had enough And she look just like a model but she's bad for us Yeah, I want her but I hate her, it ain't adding up Yeah, I want her but I hate her, it ain't adding up I been lookin' for a bottle haven't had enough And she look just like a model but she's bad for us Yeah, I want her but I hate her, it ain't adding up Yeah, I want her but I hate her, it ain't adding up And I'd tell you that I love you with my last breath Like, girl, you are addictive like a cigarette I just don't know where I'd be if we never met I'm just trying not to bleed, keep a level head I question my choices every night I stay up late and wanna die I lay down straight and start to lie Just to make myself feel alright