I've been thinking about it every hour Lights are off and it's harder to do without power The weather doesn't help The snow is falling down My feet are broken, knees are loose And I end up on the ground I don't really know if I want to overdose Maybe I'm just constantly scared of being on my own A head without the thoughts I think that's what I need Maybe I'm just too messed up to succeed Please, please, please Get me, me, me Sober, sober And when I'm there Can I have, have, have any closure? Any closure Because it's been a long year and a half And I don't think I'll ever be able to go back And I just don't want to disappoint my mom again But I already have, already have Can I have any closure? A broken home A lone window pane and maybe I just am a loner And can I get sober? A broken bone, a long night of shame And I'll pretend that it won't hurt Can I get sober? Can I stay sober?