Where I stand I hope you can reach my hand Cuz I just can't move my feet And when you're mouth moves saying that you care about me I'm programmed to just shut down and leave And I know that I complain and have so many issues And I thank you for letting me cry in your car Cuz I know that it won't get me far I'm an addict and i'm ill and i don't know if i can change But i'm happy to give it a shot Cuz you make me want to be a better person When a year ago I thought I could not And I got ptsd from my family I'm still mad at their ex wives I got a history of screams to stay away from me So i'm happy you want in my life And I got ptsd from my family I'm still mad at their ex wives I got a history of screams to stay away from me So i'm happy you want me alive When you're in bed asleep next to me And you wouldn't let me if i tried to leave We sat in that cardboard box and I told you what had happened to me And you said you'd do your best to make me happy Cuz i'm an addict and i'm ill and I don't know if I can change But i'm happy to give it a try Cuz you make me want to be a better person And a year ago I wanted to die And I got ptsd from my family I'm still mad at their ex wives I got a history of screams to stay away from me So i'm happy you want in my life And I got ptsd from my family I'm still mad at their ex wives I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want me I'm happy you want me I'm happy you want me alive