I have so much of me to give Laying on my floor like I did When I was seventeen I crawl into the sheets Watching white lines on the road Try to keep from crying I hate the in-between Of real life and reverie I miss you for you But I'm not sure that's how you feel too I wanted you, and you wanted anyone Anyone at all And I happened to be there In my head, you were everywhere I liked the company Laid out in front of me When midnight passed that's when I knew You couldn't love me like I loved you I knew I'd lose again And lose my only friend I think of you in intervals Your name still comes up at the dinner table I wanted everything, and you wanted to pick and choose Pick and choose the parts that worked for you And I swore I would fix you And you promised you'd try But I didn't get to Because we ran out of time And I swore we would make it But you were unsure You never planned to break it You said it just wouldn't work I loved you, I know you heard me say And you loved me too, but in a different way You held me near, then held me out at arm's length Said you don't love me, at least not that way Don't say you do if you're not gonna stay