28 years of life really got a nigga stressin' Been goin' thru dis shit since I was an adolescent Pops killed at an early age I'm filled with deep depression Meditatin over paper and dis reefer that I'm blessin' Jus lookin' fa balance while tryna overcome oppression Dreaming bout riches I visualize dis shit is destined Wonder if pizzle gone make it Swear to God it ain't no question Fa every one slip and fall I guarantee I learned my lesson Nah a bitch took my pops from me and that really got me heated And a lotta bitches think I walk around with an attitude fa no reason It's misleading I spaz at the drop of a dime I sit and I think about times Put it in my rhymes In da room wit 4 corners deep depression got damn can't stop crying All dis pain my heart slowly dyin' Feel like an icebox I'm all cold inside Feel like a guilt trip of guilt shit on da inside that I jus cant fukin hide And yea yall waitin' on a pay day but dey jus' gave my nigga Dre 25 And joe black was jus protectin himself but den dey fuck around and try to give him life Nah dey all say that we ain't bright But dis life we live it jus' ain't right So I'm jus' counting up Stayin up Tryna make it from da night to da daylight Hopin day all dis shit pay right If do it'll jus' make my day right So I'm stay grindin' and stay goin' hard wit little guidance and no insight Nah a few niggas gettin a lil aggressive and dey actin like dey want pressa But ion really think that they bout that cause dey ain't really lookin' like checkers What's formed against me no weapon No harm to me not never But ima stay prayed up slightly laid up And stay counting my blessings Spent too many nights on da block A nigga was blessed to get away from dem cops Duckin' and dodging I got dat bom up in my sock Can't be too friendly Because them niggas they plot I'm jus' counting my blessings (I'm counting I'm counting) I'm jus' counting my blessings (I'm counting I'm counting) I'm jus' counting my blessings (I'm counting I'm counting) I'm jus' counting my blessings Spent to many nights on da block A nigga was blessed to get away from dem cops(yes I was) Duckin' and dodging I got that bom up in my sock Can't be too friendly Because them niggas they plot I'm jus' counting my blessings (I'm counting I'm counting) I'm jus' counting my blessings (I'm counting I'm counting) I'm jus' counting my blessings (I'm counting I'm counting) I'm jus' counting my blessings I'm counting my I'm counting my My Counting yea I'm counting my I'm counting my Ohh I'm counting yea Ohh I'm counting my blessings I'm counting