How'd I go from popping straight to stopping? Guess I'm sick of drums How I go from robbing straight to sobbing like I'm sick or some'? How I go from loving straight to thuggin' like it's nothing? I ain't fussing Robitussin in my cup, I gotta drink until I'm numb and I need you in my possession This ain't love, this is obsession I don't need no God or reverend I need love, that shit is venom Life don't always give you lemons (give you lemons) I need love that shit is heaven (that shit is heaven) Always drunk and in depression This ain't love this is aggression I'm no thug but I've done felons I love drugs, that's my suppression I've done things and I've repressed them I won't speak but I'll process 'em (I'll process 'em) I'll process 'em Help me see what I've been missin' I'm in a psych ward, no I ain't psyched for it I need a life source, I knows I fight for it Know it's a war out here I'm getting froze out here I've got addictions This shit ain't fiction He's got no fix in him I need a fix serum Keep it one hunnid, I get all my problems from her If I'm running it's only 'cause cops up in here Get a mop up in here I've been water whippin', drippin' off up in here Call my people get the mob up in here I can't fuck with fickle people falling like tears Mona Lisa I need your heart up in here All these evil bitches make me nauseas, I swear How'd I go from popping straight to stopping? Guess I'm sick of drums How I go from robbing straight to sobbing like I'm sick or some'? How I go from loving straight to thuggin' like it's nothing? I ain't fussing Robitussin in my cup, I gotta drink until I'm numb and I need you in my possession This ain't love, this is obsession I don't need no God or reverend I need love, that shit is venom Life don't always give you lemons (give you lemons) I need love that shit is heaven (that shit is heaven) Always drunk and in depression This ain't love this is aggression I'm no thug but I've done felons I love drugs, that's my suppression I've done things and I've repressed them I won't speak but I'll process 'em, I'll process 'em Help me see what I've been missin'