Trynna Pinpoint where it started Sixth grade off a Slim shade, mixtape Started when I made a few mistakes And I needed big change Talking like hundo Deliver on a beat like I'm Dunzo Done with, giving myself an excuse And I'm done with the talk of the noose Turn my talk to a booth But lately I'm tripping And lately I'm thinking The life I been wishing Leaves gratitude missing And lately I'm seeing The more I been chasing my dreams The more I been staring at screens And counting up plays Refreshing it every day Like that shit reflecting what's great I know that it isn't But mind in a prison I wish you could visit Cause lately man I'm feeling Low I know pain, you can look at my array of Times I've been the tough guy Never letting go Milky way made of Novocaine, just so I can smile when you need it I locked up myself And I forced me to work Head in the clouds But I'm salt of the earth I try to be proud Of the path that I've burnt But it's harder with every word Cause I been depleting reserves I used to be quiet and reserved But now every thought Is being spoken I'm fixing what's broken And taking what's mine Just wish I could turn back the time To humble beginnings When life was bout more than just winning And flipping a sample, to spin it Then lyrics I pen in a minute What is it? Obsession If I play the critic, the cynic I curse every verse if I'm in it But worse if I isn't I'd go back to when he was living And live in his presence And be more attentive Just take in the moment I'd state my intentions Cause lately I Don't I know pain, you can look at my array of Times I've been the tough guy Never letting go Milky way made of Novocaine, just so I can smile when you need it Tell people I love them, and they mean the world I'd take back the times that I darkened the Earth I'd bathe in the mud and I'd feed off the dirt To fix all I broke and the people I hurt Go round after round till I count up the pounds For the sound that they hear I'm about I buried the doubt, the best in the South More rhymes than a person could count Mic on the ground and I'm out