All I did was try, to fill up the void that my God provides
Said my dream was too big need a different size
Played it safe for awhile just keep that in mind
I played by those rules for the longest time
Then I flew cross the ocean and changed my mind
I was living in darkness with candlelight
Now I see how it is through my Father's eyes
I won't go back in time for a different ride
Keep it clean boy you know that I'm sanitized
I was stuck in a trance I was hypnotized
I can't live like I did cause my God's alive
Took me straight out the dump now I'm shining bright
Never swerve to the left cause I'm in the right
Yeah when you know the plug pay a different price
I'm essentially dripping and feeling nice
Yeah you know that I'm different I know that I'm different
I had to find my own way without the conditions
I got some favor and mixed it with wisdom
They gotta Wanda how I got the Vision
I'm back in kitchen I'm cooking it
I'm just balling like Devin I'm bookin' it
I'm just tryna learn how the game goes
I'm just tryna learn how the game goes
Losing myself in this life
All along I don't feel right
Losing myself in this life
All along I don't feel right
Keeping it real cause I know that you need it
Some people led me a way I never needed
I took those opinions asked God to delete it
This is my life and you bet imma lead it
I don't follow your systems I'm following Jesus
Believe it, I'm drenched in the blood no anemic
Life got some levels to it imma beat it
If I say it once please don't make me repeat it
I got way too many questions
Everybody got me second guessing
I can't be confident without correction
All my experience made me a legend, yeah
I'm just determined to glow
You just stuck up on your phone
Let that thing go
I had to go on my own
Be who I am
Everything else had to go
Losing myself in this life
All along I don't feel right
Losing myself in this life
All along I don't feel right