When you blacked out twice And only woke back up once I went out for a drink I'll be back in six months. I don't want to cry I don't wanna weep. I wanna die But I'll settle for sleep. When every last word on my answering machine Confirms that it's not you that's gone It's me. I gotta get outta bed Get over it Cause I'm still alive Or what passes for it. I wanna darken your doorway I wanna break up the party I wanna kick off your halo Tell you I'm sorry Destroy the nostalgia Ruin the legend Trash all the distance we've come Just to see you again. When every success shows the world is weak And every failure proves that it's me I see you hangin' around And I can see it in your eyes I can't live your life. I can't live mine. I wanna darken your doorway I wanna break up the party I wanna kick off your halo Tell you I'm sorry Destroy the nostalgia Ruin the legend Trash all the distance we've come Just to see you Destroy the nostalgia Ruin the legend Trash all the distance we've come Just to see you again.