I felt it happening so fast Although at first it took a while I was no one to dwell on the past But it chased away my smile I felt no grave questions to ask Until they burst into the open I did not see the fragile mask Atop all that was unspoken Did I walk down the right path? Did I make the right decisions? It is then that I feel doubt Afraid that it is all I am It pervades my life throughout And there is no one else to blame Sometimes it makes me want to cry And let it out as best I might Sometimes I feel I want to die And fade away into the night I thought my life can be a blast With odds that are there to defy I did not mind it to be fast Never look back and rather die I did not think the dice were cast With fate looming in the distance But I felt it take hold at last When it crushed all my resistance It is then that I feel doubt Afraid that it is all I am It pervades my life throughout And there is no one else to blame Sometimes it makes me want to cry And let it out as best I might Sometimes I feel I want to die And fade away into the night I will live with it all the same I will live with it all the same It is then that I know doubt But it is not all I am I will bring my life about And live with it all the same