So I'm still plodding on On a path I cannot see So I left it all behind For a future where I'm free All my dreams had turned to dust And my lust for life declined All my hopes had gone away Just a trace left in my mind For my will stopped to resist I let it take me away For my whole world fell apart What is left I cannot say And everything I was has turned to pain And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame And everything I was has turned to pain And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame And everywhere I go I feel the same And every time I try, I try in vain You had come to fill the void But you always were forlorn You had come into my life And you brought both sun and storm I could never break its force And then I was left to mourn I never knew what went wrong But you were both sun and storm When you came I did not fear But the shadow took your side When you fell I had to stay But I think I've also died And everywhere I go I feel the same And every time I try, I try in vain And everything I was has turned to pain And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame And everywhere I go I feel the same And every time I try, I try in vain