Something raw bitter & elusive Another straw of glitter & abusive Something pale comfortable & useless It's catching up with me with intensity Given time I remember how to do this I don't know how I let myself lose it If I was anything anything but clueless It now occurs to me finally For all the wrongs I might endure For every sickness there's a cure I close the door you won't get hold of me For all the bridges I have burned For every lesson I have learned I'm on the rove you won't get hold of me Every muscle hurts every nerve pinches I grind my teeth I grind myself to inches The things you said were crawling up my spine Not any more the choice is mine Given time I get myself sorted Fight back any claim you had me distorted If I ever learn to challenge all my rage You better try to hide when I turn the page For all the roads I might endure For every moment I am sure I won't give up you won't get hold of me For all doors that I have closed An opportunity arose I'm on the move you won't get Hold of Me