Everyday you see me happy I'm the coolest guy in town But I feel inside of me It's all pretend Yes I know its not so easy To break out and leave this way But my world is getting smaller Day by day And I know its time for changes But I cannot stop to hurt myself And I feel a fire burning But no matter what I do it hurts Like a phoenix from the ashes I will rise and spread my wings to fly And I leave it all behind me lost in the sky Like a phoenix from the ashes I will try to fly like heaven high Want to leave it all behind me Rising up to the sky Every time I say to myself I don't need my foolish friends Then I know when I look in the mirror Its all pretend And I feel its not so easy Its hard to leave my selfish way But the words are getting closer Day by day