No matter how hard I fight The burden is too much to bear Defeated, incomplete And trapped in this nightmare For years I struggled Trying to find my place in life Surrounded by the violence, hate, despair and strife The stench of death envelops me With graves as far as I can see No blood just pain Is all that's coursing through these veins Staring through my hollow soul With just myself to blame Placed in submission Lacking strength to set me free With heavy debt only repaid by agony This hell grows stronger every day I feel myself slipping away Accept the end and rest in peace, finally done As I look back I know I'll never miss the sun