Living through the constant pain
Of a lifetime drowned in death
I beg for some kind of release
From the hell in which I'm trapped
No prayers have ever been answered
No mercy placed upon my soul
No angel to grant me my salvation
No prayers have ever been answered
No mercy placed upon my soul
No angel to grant me my salvation
Alone I suffer
I've been given the strength to endure this fucking shit
The loss of loved ones and the dying of my best friends
Is it my destiny to be surrounded by all this pain?
What the fuck is this life for if all I'm ever doing is
Suffering, hurting, screaming, begging
Praying to be through of all this
Suffering, hurting, screaming, begging
Praying that this life will end
What the hell did I do to deserve this?
If there is a God he must have no remorse
Trapped in a world that's a fucking nightmare
With no way out
What's the point of constantly striving
If all I ever do is get knocked down?
And what's the point of constantly striving
If all I ever do is get knocked out?
Why the fuck should I have to endure
All this pain and bloody misery?
Why don't I get my fucking release
So I can just be set free?
Alone I suffer