It took a long time for me to admit Took a long time to see that we're just not a good fit All my values went too far astray I took the long way, but now I'm okay It got colder Last winter was hard From December on I felt us growing apart I got nervous You ignored all my calls And I blamed me Wondered if it's somehow my fault You would have held me in your arms when I was down Should have held me in your arms when I reached out I'm okay now I won't force myself upon you I still love you But I don't need you like I used to Now and then I find myself dwelling on the past Then I need you to remind me not everything can last Melancholia has become my closest friend But I keep my head up Wait for the pain to end You would have held me in your arms when I was down Should have held me in your arms when I reached out I'm okay now I won't force myself upon you I still love you But I don't need you like I used to Sometimes I get weak and I miss what we were What good does it do? You're not who you used to be anymore Neither am I I'm okay now I won't force myself upon you I still love you But I don't need you like I used to Sometimes I get weak and I miss what we were What good does it do? You're not who you used to be anymore Neither am I I'm okay now