What's happened to me Everything annoys And this place got useless After you made the choice You hit me once but hurt me twice I look into your eyes A scared regretful stare You blight my mind my heart confides Dumbfounded by your snide And swallowed by despair Can you see it's just the beginning And I know I'll fall and keep on crawling to the Guilty pleasure of my own 'Cause you are my Polaris I know Your deeds are harmful Destroy as you caress We're bound really tightly I feel obsessed Just one your touch just one more sight My body gets excited Accepted slavery You blight my mind my heart confides Dumbfounded by your snide And swallowed by despair Can you see it's just the beginning And I know I'll fall and keep on crawling to the Guilty pleasure of my own 'Cause you are my Polaris I know